Wednesday, October 31, 2012

I Had A Tumor

I am in nurse in the PICU (Pediatric Intensive Care Unit) at Children's Hospital Los Angeles.  I finished the Angeles Crest 100 mile race early in the morning on July 22nd.  Three days later I was at work, caring for a child who was severely injured and required an MRI of his brain and spine.  While the MRI was in progress a technician mentioned to me that our hospital recently purchased a new MRI machine, and that they were asking staff to volunteer to test it out.  They had to run some volunteers through it to fine tune some things before sending patients through it.  Free MRI?  Sounded great.

I came back on my lunch break and had the MRI done.  When I came out the technician had a worrisome look on his face and he pointed to the screen.  An image of my brain, with a huge lump of something where it didn't belong.

Do you see it?

How about now?


Yikes.  I knew this wasn't good.  Up on the top of my brain, looked like a tumor, or maybe an old bleed I thought optimistically, considering the fair amount of times I've banged my head while playing sports over the years.

Through the help of Dr. Powell, a family friend and brilliant physician, I was seen at City of Hope by Dr. Badie who ended up being my neurosurgeon.  He and his team, including Roger, NP and Rosalind, PA, were and continue to be amazing.  My surgery couldn't have gone smoother.  It only took the team an hour and a half to knock me out, remove the tumor - which was attached to a huge vein, and put me back together.

Dr. Badie I presume, holding my tumor.  Skull cut open, brain tissue looking good.
Going into the surgery I was under the assumption that my tumor was most likely a meningioma, which are very common and not cancerous 90% of the time.  Upon awaking after surgery and coming to, I was informed that they were surprised upon digging it out to find that it was not a meningioma, but instead a chondroma or possibly a chondrosarcoma, both of which are very rarely found in the brain.  How rare?  They make up 0.16% of brain tumors.

In the ICU with my good luck charm 'Little Frank.'  Thanks Megan =)


After surgery I was wheeled into my ICU room, where I was cared for by an amazing nurse, Bonnie, then Shay, my stellar night nurse.  The next night I was moved to the regular floor.  The following morning I was preparing to be discharged home when Dr. Badie entered my room with the news that the preliminary diagnosis of my tumor was in, and that it was in fact a cancerous tumor, and a fairly aggressive one at that.  Yikes.

Fortunately, he and Dr. Powell advised that I obtain a second opinion on the pathology of the tumor, from a facility with specialists who are familiar with these extremely rare tumors.  About a month passed between me hearing that my tumor was cancerous and my consultation with the doctor at another facility, UCLA.  Within this month I was preparing for radiation, telling friends and family the news - I had had cancer, I need radiation.

My imagination would occasionally run wild when I thought about my future.  When Elissa and I sat down with the doctor at UCLA and heard him tell us that they were quite certain that the tumor was not cancerous I was very surprised.  I didn't know what to think.  It took me awhile to realize that this was the best news I could have heard.  A week later, the 3rd "tie breaker" opinion came in from the Mayo Clinic, also considering my tumor to be a non-cancerous chondroma.  What a relief.  I no longer need radiation, in fact it could potentially turn any left over non-cancerous tumor cells into cancerous cells.  Glad I got a second opinion!

It took me a long time to write this.  So much has happened since I first saw that lump in my brain on the computer screen that I found it nearly impossible to write a semi-short blog about it.  There are thousands of details that I had to sort through.  Writing this brief synopsis of my journey over the last three months was difficult.  In order to make the story short and sweet I omitted thousands of important facts.  Stories of my wife, Elissa, my parents (it doesn't hurt to have a mother with decades of nursing experience when you're sick),  my in-laws, my brother and his girlfriend Vanessa, all of my aunts, uncles, cousins, co-workers, friends, cancer survivors, and others spending countless hours of there time and energy helping me out in my time of need.

Brain Tumor Fundraiser Walk last Sunday

Last Sunday my wife and co-workers surprised me by making team shirts with "Team Ultrarunner RN" shirts and completing the Brain Tumor walk with me.  I really have the best co-workers, managers included, in the whole world.  I am so proud to be an RN in the PICU at CHLA.

To all of those who have checked in with me, taken me out to eat, sent me cards, etc.  Thank you.  I have been overwhelmed with support, making it a little difficult to show my appreciation to everyone who has been there for me.  Just in case I have not been able to get back to you, or meet up with you yet does not mean that I don't appreciate you kindness.  Thanks for everything.








23 comments:

  1. So glad you got through this ordeal relatively unscathed (save for a few cool scars). Also awesome you had such a great support staff both at home and at work to aid you through it. Hoping you get back to full strength soon and resume the domination.

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  2. Thanks for sharing this post. Fantastic news! See you on the trails my friend.

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  3. Oh wow. I am glad you are ok now. I know the whole thing sucks. But good things (the Free MRI) happen to good people (Working at CHLA).

    Take care, I'll see you soon.

    Louis

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  4. Wishing u a very speedy and healthy recovery!!!!!

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  5. Hey Chris, Erica forwarded this to me. Thank you for posting - what an ordeal. It was good to "hear" your voice again. I'm happy with you that this turned out so good!

    Jacob Brown

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  6. Wow Chris. I heard the news about your condition from Joe R who you ran with at SD this year. I couldn't believe it but its really good to know now that this was non cancerous and you don't have to go through radiation. Hope to see you on trail 100% well sometime in the near future! God bless.

    Will

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  7. Chris, I was glad to see you sunday and hear your bro'd out voice as bro-ish as ever. I can't wait to shred some dirt and scree with you again.

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  8. ^ I personally enjoyed having someone to share the exasperated reactions to everything that came out of Dom's mouth. :) We've missed you, Chris & we're there for you every step of your comeback! Well... every step that I can actually keep up... which may only be 5.

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  9. Glad you are doing well! Best wishes on a speedy recovery.

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  10. Chris, that's an amazing story. I hope you are back to your goals list soon. Pretty inspirational that you seem to have taken a scary thing quite calmly. How lucky that if it had to happen, that it was caught early enough by such happenstance. The big guy is smiling on you amigo.

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  11. Thanks for all your love & support everyone =)

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  12. Glad to hear you are doing well and you are on the road to get racing again.. Hope to spend some trail time with you up on the AC course before we toe the line...All the best...

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  13. Chris, when you first told me the tumor news, I have to say I was a speechless and quite a bit nervous. Now, hearing this good news I feel like I did when you exited the El Prieto trail at AC in first place: relieved, excited, and extremely ecstatic. I'd say you just completed another championship race. Look forward to your next race and seeing you back up on the podium.

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  14. Veronica contrerasOctober 31, 2012 at 8:49 PM

    Chris what an amazing story. Thanks for sharing all this. Wow. And caught by a coincidence. Imagine. And no symptoms? I'm glad to hear everything is A ok! (( hugs))

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  15. Hi Chris! Wow! I have a very similar story to yours...I was hit in the head by my surfboard back in November of '04. It took about 8 months for the MD's to figure out that all of the weird symptoms I was having was from a 5.5 cm+ brain tumor and not a concussion! I did opt to treat it aggressively and do chemo/radiation, though. But, I went to nursing school and started doing ultras after my experience. I'm so glad to read your story and know you are doing well! Angel

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  16. You continue to amaze me. What a gifted writer you are. Will you help me make my blog look as cool as yours? You have made a very complex story very easy to follow! So many people are going to find hope through your story.

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  17. Wow Chris, thanks for sharing your story. What a relief that the ending appears to be good. You had one heck on an intense summer! I hope the "had" part in your title remains a permanent reality. Best wishes for a speedy recovery. Also, if for some reason your first returns to the mountains require you to take the much slower hiker's pace, I'd be happy to join you.

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  18. That's great news, Chis! I'm so glad to hear. The trails are waiting for you! ///Sean

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  19. Chris,
    I am Gina Trofa's sister. Thank God you are ok. We have been praying for you since we heard the news. Thanks for sharing your journey!
    Kathy

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  20. What wonderful news that you have fought through this ordeal. Wishing you the best and looking forward to reading more about your adventures on the trails. Cheers, Mia

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  21. Chris, I just read your story here on your facebook site. You are a gifted writer, this is such an incredible story. I can't wait for you to be back as I miss you dreadfully. My thoughts and prayers have been and continue to be with you!
    Fran

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  22. I just saw that you posted this. I am not a big blog reader anymore. I am so glad everything is going to be okay with your dome. I can't wait to get out on a run with you before too long.

    -Hone

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